26 Aug 2016
ever wonder if it's all for you, whole this world.
i'm reading books a lot.
i want to run away into the magical, unreal world.
22 Aug 2016
can you feel my heart
from two days i feel better.
i will be a good person and i will live in line with my desires and needs
and if i don't like something i will communicate with myself clearly.
11 Aug 2016
dreaming away your life
i actually worry
and i want to sleep really badly
10 Aug 2016
i can survive
i'm so tired it's almost hard to live,
i'm working everyday now and always i start at 5.30 am.. so i get up at 4 am.
but i'm cheering myself up by reminding of whole free month which i will have soon
and i will never have to come back to that work.
last week i spent with my boyfriend. it's really nice feeling.
and now i miss him and i wonder if he miss me as much as i do
and i'm reading very intriguing book!
1 Aug 2016
i finished weekend work and now i'm having one week break
i'm going to the city of my boyfriend and i will spent few days there
last week i was three times in the cinema and yesteday i won next ticket haha
actually this prize contains buying one ticket and the second is for free
but that's a good occasion to go to the cinema again :p
and i've came to the statement that i shouldn't worry all the time
just live and try to be happy;p
(i know it's obvious but i like to tell myself such things:p)
29 Jul 2016
is something wrong with me?
i always ask myself this question.
and i wonder it more intensive when i'm not with him
maybe because i worry
about future, about us, about me
but i shouldn't.
always remember: whatever is meant to be, will be
27 Jul 2016
I refuse to grow
I refuse to get old
I have Peter Pan syndrome