1 Mar 2017

the sea

it's morning
and i really like mornings.
i can't sleep lately, so i keep getting up earlier and earlier

27 Feb 2017


last concert of my band
we're playing also this friday and next friday,
these will be important concerts!
first one in front of all people from my field of study
and the next - supporting the band which is more famous than us

lately i'm quite fine
i never use such words without euphemisms

standing on the edge

from few days my mind is more positive
i don't want to think too much and worry about things i can't help any way.
life goes on, every day goes on, and i can use it.
and i'm listening to the kills

apart from having a lot of time i don't have time,
but it only depends on my will and attitude and patience.

10 Feb 2017

web photos

some web camera pics which i took through few last weeks,
when i was (and i am) a mess mostly.

and today's

tomorrow i'm doing a ( big ) party in my house,
i'm a little bit worried and a little bit exctied.
but surely i will survive:p

and i have to cut my fringe next week
and i booked a date for making new tattoo <3
i'm glad!

30 Jan 2017


i wanna take new photos,
but it is too cold to go anywhere around
the weather is awful
and my mood is ambivalent
but i really need some art, some objects and inspiration

26 Jan 2017


i'm focused on studying and losing weight
these are my main goals to achieve.
tomorrow i'll go to the gym finally

and i'm not going to think too much

23 Jan 2017

out of mind

i really feel like i'm out of my mind
soon i'll go really fucking mad
i can't stand myself anymore, i'm lost in my thoughts,
lost in my desires.
i'm scared to be left alone, but i have to deal with it.
and i'm starting to talk to myself.
it's getting worse every day and i can't help it
and i am crazy