22 Apr 2015

i have nothing





my sense of happiness went away with him.
now i'm as empty and aimless as i have never been.
i don't know when and if i will come back from the dead.



11 Apr 2015

summertime sadness



its so warm, its the thing im really happy of

10 Apr 2015

my dog





i'm listening to soko
sun shines and it is lovely

8 Apr 2015

i wanna be the light





i came back from my grandparents' house, where i spent easter.
i had wonderful time, i had a lot of energy and positive thoughts.
now i hope the sun won't bring me down and it will shine more often.
only month left for holiday to start.

1 Apr 2015

inside emptiness



i don't feel well again and i don't know what to do about it.
i just don't know what else to say. but i want this feeling go away.
i'm lost.

30 Mar 2015



all i wanna do now is lay down and die

29 Mar 2015

heart full of wine





a lot of learning. i'm spending my days with books.
and i have to study things i don't really like.
yesterday i was on the concert of bryan adams, 
it was amazing, and i saw him from such short distance!
i love him haha and all those beautiful songs.